Sunday, December 19, 2010

holiday

i do love these days
holiday-ing
holiday-ing
and still holiday-ing

is gonna to be
lazy,
doing nothing,
doing everything,
and dreaming.

Friday, December 17, 2010

thinking

i keep believing
the world is not fair
helping others will only make yourself tired?



what i get from joining such a big event

everybody was keep fighting for the event.
is that really everybody?


i keep asking myself....


i really learnt a lot...

being work together really can make me to know the person better.

there are:

who always keep running from everything.
keep running from works.
keep staying when get rewards.


who do the job half.
yes, he does do the work.
but, only half.
so, you do the half for him la...

who keeping themselves looks like very busy.
well, pretending is the natural behaviour of human.
what can we do?

who do the job from the beginning to the end.
they always do their job.
out of their job, do yourself la....

who do their job and do also the others job.
nothing to say about this.
just a big 'THANK YOU' for them.


i keep believing everybody do their job.
at last, i keep believing my believing was wrong.


what can i do?

just keep my eyes close and my mouth shut.

keep forgetting the bad things.



' DO MY BEST' for the next time?
i just keep believing myself.

yes, 'DO YOUR BEST' everyone.

the biggest joke of the world:
'i had do my best!'
thats mean you really can't have improvement again.

Smile everyone! XP















word to myself

1、学会冷血,只对对我好的人好,对某些人,简直就是浪费感情又浪费时间。

2、学会比以前快乐,即使难过,也要微笑着,让别人看不穿你的伤心。

3、学会孤独,没有谁会把你当宝护着,要知道世界总是孤单的,地球也只有一个啊,它都寂寞那么久了,我们算什么。

4、学会坚强,其实一个人也可以活得漂亮,笑给别人看,哭给自己听就好。

5、学会忍耐,该闭嘴就闭嘴,该沉默就沉默。

6、学会珍惜,知心的朋友已经不多,如果再走,就真的只剩下自己了。

7、学会视而不见,恶心的东西选择忽视,厌恶的东西选择屏蔽,不会再有人让我不快乐。

8、学会满足,所谓知足常乐。想想小时候一颗糖果就可以开心一整天了。

9、学会独立,不能再一味的麻烦别人,自己的事自己做。

10、学会长大,不能再那么任性,那么幼稚,那么孩子气,多了会惹人厌的。

11、学会认真,认真的对人,认真的对事。

12、学会慎重,不该认识的人不要认识,不该插手的事不要插手。

Thursday, December 9, 2010

E+M+O+ING

just realise that i always want to post blog when i am emo-ing

or when i am
    1. depressed
    2. gloomy
    3. moody
    4. wistful
    5. blue
    6. down
    7. morose
    8. glum
    9. melancholy
    10. hypochondriac
    11. low-spirited
    12. dejected
    13. melancholic
    14. low
    15. sulky
    16. hag-ridden
    17. lugubrious
    18. downhearted
    19. crestfallen
    20. downcast
    21. mirthless

what can i do?
Libra always have many friends
but only few(or none) of them
really have the the true friends to hear their words and hearts.


i can make you laugh in a second,
but when you laugh do I really happy?
make people laugh is easy, make self laugh is difficult,
my face is laughing,
does my heart happy too?


p/s: maybe i have to ask laughing 哥...

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Reactivate

suddenly fell like want to reactivate this blog again

let me update some status about myself

now study at UM, accounting

still satisfied with everything i have
(while sometimes really fell tired)

holdings three projects from UMAC (UM Accounting Club)
Two projects from 9th College (where am i staying now)
always be a busy and talkative person for everyone


always hopes that i can go back to my KT house
or sleep for the whole day
or eat non-stopping until bloated??
or play play and play

But,
the reality was always opposite from the hopes,
kinda disappointed?
no, i won't...

i keep believing,
hard works will come with full harvest?
true?
false?



thats me, always have like two characters inside myself (i am not crazy),
just sometimes( or always) will think too much...



written by,
alaeawawaianasataoan


Friday, June 4, 2010

untitled


the time is flying
the sky is changing
the water is flowing

but
the people is still the same




people will change
but the true-self will not change

agree?

Monday, April 26, 2010

working

Stay in Terengganu now
working
tired
working
tired





so tired
but I enjoyed
happy


~ LOVE Terengganu ~


by
winston
still working